Sunday 05/12/2002 4:19:08am Name: Jeff Nolan E-Mail: Homepage Title: Homepage URL: Referred By: Search Engine Location: USA Comments: Ok. About two weeks ago I started something I did not fully comprehend. Though hopefully someday I will comprehend it, as every second continues to pass I still do not fully understand. It was all based on the trust that the voice inside my head was not lying to me. I am no longer sure if that voice is even myself. It may just be the wind, blowing through the air. It may just be a mountain, slowly evolving into a hill. It may just be a rock, diminishing slowly into nothing but sand. It may just be a cat, purring in my ear. It my just be my wife, sleeping stilly besides me. It may just be a ripple in a lake, rippling away. It may just be me, sitting alone typing words that mean nothing. It could be something else though, something bigger. Something that is inside of the atoms of all things. It could be whom you call the Great Spirit and who I call God, and what others call mother earth, and others call it all sorts of names, and others deny it/he/she/whatever even exists, but that is because they do not know about Chaos Theory. Who knows, Anyway? Experiment: Please try this at home. I have a candle. I have a wooden fence outside of my apartment. With my candle I drew a medicine wheel on the fence. Just the basic circle with the cross in the middle. I then drew, outside the circle at the four corners, a different symbol which I felt represented the four different sides. Like one water symbol, one fire symbol, etc..…whatever you think. Anyway, yesterday I was staring at my wax drawing and I decided to trace it with my lucky rock, which would carve deeper into the wood, perhaps leading to a better understanding of what I had drawn. So, I randomly started tracing it. I first traced the wax circle. Then I traced the cross in the middle, then I started with the east and traced the small circle I had drawn to represent the east. Then I traced the wax outline of the squiggly line I had drawn to represent the west. Then I was about to trace the symbol for the north, and the wax was not showing up. So I skipped it and went to trace the symbol of the south, but I noticed this was not showing up. I tried hard to remember the symbols I had chosen to place on the fence, so I could just draw them in, then I could just look at the picture more clearly, to hopefully better understand its meaning. And this is when I understood. It was rather simple. I understood that the wax representing the North and South symbols were not showing up on my fence. They are still not there. I hope within twenty years they will be there. I will, even if I move, come back to my apartment every once in a while to see if the wax has shown up so I can trace it with my lucky rock. Hopefully the fence will not fall down. Anyway, feel free to figure this out based on your own experiments. The conclusions I drew from my experiment was that the North had not accepted all the terms of world peace and free will. And it also meant that the South had also not accepted the terms of world peace and free will. So basically, it seems to me that we will not have free will until the rulers accept that they can no longer rule, and the others will accept that what was done to them is wrong, but the past can not be fixed. The past is the past is the past is the past. The future is tomorrow. Not ten years down the road. The future is the second after you read this period. The future does not exist, neither does the past, neither does the present. The only true law of the universe is called Chaos Theory. And it states that all matter, though it may behave in chaotic ways, eventually leads back to stability. A healer who knows all about this is Graywolf Swinney. Another healer who may understand quite a bit, not about Chaos Theory, but about life in general is Grizzlybear Lake. But then again, I will never know, I have never met either of these people, I have only read their information. Another person who may understand all of this is some prince, I think his name is Prince Charles. Yes. I remember his WebPages, and he is all about world peace. And some rich guy named Bill Gates, I think he invented computers or something. Anyway, we must all do our part, whether it is big or small, and we must all respect each other as teachers, especially strangers. I guess that is all I can think of for now, and as long as no one sends me an e-mail asking me to stop posting here, I guess I might as well. Everyone has to get their thoughts out, even if they make no sense. Perhaps someone who is more skilled in the trade of communication with the spirit world can take a look into this experiment, if they think it is worth their time. I may post this at other locations, because I don't know who will even read this. I only know my friends and family. Please feel free to copy and paste it into whatever you want, and to send this to whomever you want, I do not care. I would like to add one more thing, it is a prayer I read earlier today that calms me greatly. I have changed it up slightly, and hopefully have the acceptance of the children of the great Chief who wrote this. If not, well, I really have no time to track them down and ask for permission. I am sorry for this. If you want, you can view this experiment as some strange coincidence, and keep believing God doesn’t exist. I know he exists, you may know he doesn’t. God is not the point here, he is…. Our silent partner. Our silent partner of world peace. I, like no one, can speak for God, only for myself. I consider myself to be a Shaman, but I may not be. I am just a middle-class white boy punk rocker. So help me understand the world better, or leave me alone. I don’t care what you believe in, just don’t make me have to believe in what you do. I have my own beliefs, nothing can change that, besides brainwashing. And I think we can all agree that no one likes that. And anyway, I may have the meaning of my experiments completely backwards. Who knows? Anyway, O Great Spirit God, whose voice I hear in the winds And whose breath gives life to the world: "Thank You." I come to you as one of your many children. I was once small and weak, but have since grown strong. And now I ask, patiently, for your strength and your wisdom To help guide me thru the storms. When I walk in beauty, let my eyes perceive the Brilliance of the red and purple sunsets. Teach me: Teach my hands to respect the things that you have made, And teach my ears how to better hear your voice. Teach me wisely so that I may know the things You have taught your children, and the things you will Teach my children, and my children's children. Teach us the lessons you know through all suns, Planets, winds, plants, animals, rocks, and atoms. Make me strong, not to be superior to my brothers and sisters, But to be able to conquer my greatest enemy, myself. Make me ever ready to come to You with proud eyes, So that when life fades as the fading sunset, My spirit comes to You without fear. Chief Dan George - minor edits by Jeff Nolan Thanks for your patience. Jeff Nolan – minor edits by my wife Gilbert_nolander@hotmail.com

Saturday 05/11/2002 7:51:42pm Name: Gilbert Nolander E-Mail: gilbert_nolander@hotmail.com Homepage Title: Homepage URL: Referred By: Just Surfed In Location: Texas Comments: O Great Spirit God, whose voice I hear in the winds And whose breath gives life to the world: "Thank You." I come to you as one of your many children. I was once small and weak, but have since grown strong. And now I ask, patiently, for your strength and your wisdom To help guide me thru the storms. When I walk in beauty, let my eyes perceive the Brilliance of the red and purple sunsets. Teach me: Teach my hands to respect the things that you have made, And my ears sharp to hear your voice. Teach me wisely so that I may know the things You have taught your children, and the things you will Teach my children, and my children's children. Teach us the lessons you know through all suns, Planets, winds, plants, animals, rocks, and atoms. Make me strong, not to be superior to my brothers and sisters, But to be able to conquer my greatest enemy, myself. Make me ever ready to come to You with proud eyes, So that when life fades as the fading sunset, My spirit comes to You without fear. Chief Dan George minor edits by Poet Jeff Nolan

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