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Tuesday 09/29/2009 11:34:42am
Name: Shawn P. Hanshew-Brady
Homepage: http://www.myspace.com/thesfbproject
E-Mail: shawnhanshew_mail@yahoo.com
Referred By: Friend
City/Country: Newark, DE
Comments: In Loving Memory-Chris P. Brady-My Partner of 15 years-11/1/74-8/28/09

Chris, I remember the day I met you, and the day God made you mine, I remember the day God took you, and will till the end of time. We made our vows together, Until death do we part, but the day God took you from me, my whole world fell apart. Sometimes I think I'm dreaming, I can't believe it's true, that I can go on living when I no longer have you. And the memories of the happy years, when we were together; The joys, the tears, the love, the fears, will stay with me forever. And when I'm sad and lonely, and everything goes wrong, I seem to hear you whisper, "Cheer up and carry on." Each time I see your picture, you seem to smile and say, "Don't cry I'm only sleeping, We'll meet again someday." You're in my heart, not a day goes by, When your smile, your laughter, brings a tear to the eye. My loss bears pain, but the memories dear, for I know that my angel is very near. I know I'll see you again some day. I dearly love you more than words can say. When trouble comes, your soul to try, you love a friend who just stands by, Perhaps there's nothing she (he) can do, The thing is strictly up to you, For there are troubles all your own, and paths the soul must tread alone, times when love cannot smooth the road, nor friendship lift the heavy load, but just to know you are a friend, who will watch over me until the end. Who's sympathy through all endures, Who's warm hand clasp is always yours, It helps some way to pull you through, Although there's nothing she (he) can do. And so with fervent heart you cry, "God bless the friend who just stands by." God saw you getting tired, when a cure was not to be, so he closed his arms around you, and he whispered "Come to Me". You do not deserve what you went through, and so he gave you rest, God's garden must be beautiful, for he only takes from the best. In time I saw you sinking, I watched you fade away, my heart was almost broken, but you fought so hard to stay. But when I saw you sleeping, so peacefully from pain, I could not wish you back, to suffer that again.

If you had spoken before you died, these are the words you would have replied, "Weep not for me, but courage take, and love one another for my sake." The moment that you died, my heart split in two, the one side filled with memories, the other died with you. I often lay awake at night, when the world is fast asleep, and take a walk down memory lane, with tears upon my cheeks. Remembering you is easy, I do it every day, but missing you is a heartache, that never goes away. I hold you tightly within my heart, and there you will remain,life has gone on without you, but it never will be the same. For those who still have their spouses, treat him with tender care, you will never know the emptiness, as when you turn and he is not there. Memory is life's sweetest gift, Please, God, forgive a silent tear, A fervent wish my Partner was here. There are others, yes I know, But he was mine, I loved him so. Dear God, take a message, to my Partner in Heaven above, Tell him how much I miss him, and give him all my love. A million times I've needed you, a million times I've cried, If love could have saved you dear, you never would have died. Things I feel most deeply, are the hardest things to say, My dearest ..Christopher.. I loved you, in a very special way. If I could have one lifetime wish, one dream that could come true, I'd pray to God with all my heart, for yesterday and you. How splendid it would be, If you were here to share it with your family. But God had other celebrations in mind, for you today. God thought they were important, so he took you away. The memories are vivid, as this special day arrived. And all my heart and soul, remember you with pride. The loss of you still hurts me, but the memory lingers there, in that space that feels so empty, that space that you still share. The tears will flow, my heart will ache, in wishing you were here, Oh, those memories ..Christopher..There is no way to greet you, but there is no more pain to bear. You said I'd cry for just a while, and then you'd be forgotten, I vowed that day to prove you wrong, I hope that you've been watching.

Your memories are alive and well, your name used so often, I know you'd be real proud of me, I pray that you've been watching. Your resting place is as you wished, a heaven all its own, It's there I go to visit you, you'll never be alone. Beautiful memories are wonderful things, they last till the longest day, they never wear out, they never get lost, and can never be taken away. To some you may be forgotten, to others a part of the past. But to me who loved and lost you, your memory will always last. If I had all the world to give, I’d give it, yes, and more, to hear your voice, to see your smile, and greet you at the door. But all I can do, dear Christopher is go and tend to your grave, and leave behind tokens of love to the best Partner God made. I know that when life is done, wherever heaven may be, that you'll be standing at the door up there to welcome me.

I love you and miss you terribly.
Shawn



Tuesday 08/04/2009 9:25:33pm
Name: Larry Fowler
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E-Mail: larryfowler68@yahoo.com
Referred By: Just Surfed In
City/Country: texas
Comments: on august 11 my wife will have been gone 1 year its been the most awful time thank you for being here its very thoughtful



Thursday 06/18/2009 4:18:54pm
Name: Sharon Towle
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E-Mail: towlestoi@yahoo.com
Referred By: Just Surfed In
City/Country: Lansdale, PA
Comments: Two weeks ago today, June 4, 2009, my son, aged 23 to be 24 on the 4th of July, shot himself. My father shot himself 10/1978. My son never knew his grandfather. Ryan was my only child. My father and my son...how can this be



Tuesday 04/14/2009 5:21:05pm
Name: Marjory Malcolm
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E-Mail: gonebad310@netzero.com
Referred By: Just Surfed In
City/Country: philadelphia, pa
Comments: On October 8,2006 I had lost my son to premature birth. A year later on October 8,2007 I had lost my best friend, my twin brother to suicide,my father had found him. It felt like my world had ended, and part of me went with him. He had left behind a beautiful daughter who never got to know him. A year after my twin brother's death on November 15, I had found my father he had done the same thing my twin did, I got him down and he lived for another 5 days on life support. November 20, 2008 our world came to an end, my father had passed away. He left behind 8 kids, 7 grandkids and his wife. The day I had found my father hanging was a day I will never forget, it was the worst day of my life. I had lost my faith, my trust, my world. It came back to me 2 days before he had passed, I had found out I am expecting a little girl. My father, or twin brother will not be here to see my daughter be born or grow up. still til this day I feel like I had failed because I didn't get to him on time. I cry my self to sleep every day, getting the image in my head over and over again, it's a hard thing to deal with suicide, you never will know what was going threw their head when they did that, knowing they are not just leaving the world but they are leaving behind their loved ones putting them in pain, asking their self why?, why did they do this? I know I am not over my brothers or fathers death yet, but finding out that i am pregnant saved me. I know they are watching over me, and my unborn child..



Wednesday 04/01/2009 11:00:27am
Name: Ann
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E-Mail: annien48@yahoo.com
Referred By: Just Surfed In
City/Country: Montgomery County, PA
Comments: On 3/1/09 our sons body was found. Gun shot to the head. We had no clue he was suicidal. Now we are left with the whys? Too many whys and two beautiful children without their loving, devoted and caring daddy. It's been a nightmare for our family. I can see that we aren't alone. We pray he found the peace he couldn't find while he was alive but he's left us feeling hollow and our lives are forever shattered. We loved him and miss him terribly. I feel numb and emotionless and wonder if this is normal. Normal? What is normal???

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